Unbearable Suffering: A Personal Struggle Against the Puzzling Pain of Cluster Headache Syndrome

It began on a gloomy weekday in the morning in the autumn of 2016. I worked as a teacher, trying to settle a new class, when a sudden sensation sprang behind my right eye. It was followed by quick stabs, reminiscent of lightning bolts. As the school day came and went, the discomfort eased and then came back with greater force. Four times that day I left a teaching assistant with worksheets and hurried to the school bathroom to douse my face with cold water. I tried paracetamol, but the pain remained unbearable.

The headaches appeared repeatedly that autumn, and once more in the spring, soon forming an yearly cycle. The autumn months were the worst, then the late winter. I could anticipate the routine: a warning sensation in the morning, early twinges on the train, full-on agony in class by mid-morning. In 2019, a doctor eventually sent me to a specialist and I was diagnosed with cluster headaches.

This condition often start with intense pain around a single eye that lasts up to several hours.

About one in 1,000 people suffer by the disorder, and males are more often affected. Attacks typically begin with abrupt, severe agony focused on one eye that reaches its peak within a short time and continues for as long as three hours. Attacks come in clusters, every day or several times a day, and are associated with red or watery eyes, sagging eyelids or face sweating. There exists the episodic form, which arrives in periodic cycles; some patients have continuous attacks, defined by the lack of long symptom-free periods.

What unites patients is the severity. One study scored the sensation at 9.7 out of 10, more severe than broken bones or pancreatitis. A separate discovered a significant percentage of cluster patients reported suicidal thoughts amid bouts; the number fell to 4% when they were not in pain.

Val Hobbs, in her seventies, a long-term patient from Wales, finds this understandable. Her attacks started when she was two. “I would hurl myself on the floor and bang my head. That was put down to being a difficult child,” she says. Her condition deteriorated through her youth. Drinking in her adolescence, like many causes, made things more intense. After drinking sherry at her school leaving party, she remembers hardly being able to see on the bus home.

Her family often mistook her attacks as intoxicated behavior. Support eventually came from her father and then from her partner, Rod. “I was very fortunate to find such an exceptional person,” she says. Hobbs found office work after moving, but often concealed her illness. She was dismissed from one job, partly due to absences during episodes. Her definitive diagnosis came in 2002 at a specialist hospital.

Nevertheless, the inability to organize daily activities around erratic attacks took its effect. She particularly hated being unable to plan social events, being seen as unreliable as a colleague, and even having to be looked after by her family during the paralysis caused by the most severe episodes. “It robs you of the small liberties we don't value until they're gone,” she says. She remembers obtaining tickets for a major concert, only to have an attack inside a facility.


Headaches have been described throughout the ages. “The first description of headache originates from the ancient civilizations in antiquity,” write authors in a publication on the topic. They linked the disease to an malevolent entity who afflicted his sufferers' heads.

Historical healing records propose bizarre remedies for what some experts would classify as a migraine. In the middle ages, migraine was identified as a distinct condition, with treatments ranging from herbal concoctions to other, more superstitious remedies.

It was a Dutch physician who provided the first comprehensive description of a cluster-type attack. In his medical observations, he speaks of a patient “afflicted with a very severe headache happening and vanishing each day at specific hours”.

Cluster headaches were only formally classified by global medical committees in 1988. From the 1960s to the 1990s, they were believed to be caused by a issue with a major artery that supplies blood to the head. Leading specialists in diagnosing the condition explain this.

In 1998, researchers published the results of a research project for which they had triggered attacks in patients and monitored the episodes in a imaging machine. The data, featured in a prominent medical publication, showed increased activity of the a brain region, which is in charge for human circadian rhythm, when patients were in pain, and a reduction when they felt better.

Despite such progress, diagnosis remains delayed. One man's symptoms started in 1986 and felt like “a balloon being blown up behind my one eye”. Doctors thought he had a sinus issue; he had multiple operations before finally being correctly identified in recently, after a physician looked up his complaints.

Neurologists say wait times in diagnosis and managing occur because patients are rarely seen during an episode. “You're tired and depressed, but not in agony,” a doctor says. He proceeds by ruling out other primary headache conditions, such as tension-type headache, before confirming cluster headaches. A thorough patient history is crucial: on which part of the head do symptoms appear? For how long? What time of year? Are there precipitating factors, such as alcohol? Certain characteristics such as tearing, sagging eyelids and nasal congestion help confirm cluster headaches. Once diagnosed, patients may be referred to dedicated centers. But a lot of first go to A&E or are given inadequate treatments.

Dorothy Chapman, in her late seventies, has suffered from the condition for most of her adult life, although she has been free from an attack since 2016. When she was in her 20s, she had her molars extracted because dentists misinterpreted her symptoms. She thinks the dental profession still need much more awareness. When a sufferer sought help from a support group, it was she who replied. The author recalls calling a helpline during an attack in 2021; a calm advisor guided them through oxygen therapy and drugs until the attack eased.

Official guidance on management recommend that sufferers are offered high-dose oxygen therapy and/or a anti-migraine medication delivered by nasal spray. No oral painkillers or strong analgesics should be used. Preventive choices include verapamil, which apparently helps manage the bouts of well-known individuals.

But leading neurologists argue the official guidelines need revising to reflect a clearer treatment process and help GPs avoid incorrect prescriptions. For episodic patients, the treatment window is everything: “The duration of the cycle determines the treatment.” Brief cycles with occasional episodes are handled with abortive treatment alone. More prolonged or more severe periods require preventives such as certain drugs, sometimes combined with steroids. A significant number of patients also receive a nerve block injection during a cycle – an injection into the area of the head where the pain is that reduces nerve signals.

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Christine Young
Christine Young

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